Saturday, May 30, 2009

God will always provide

I know that my posts on here are anything are not exactly 'religious' when it comes to frequency, but it is a true blessing to have this means of communication. My internship here in Iowa officially started this week, and I really enjoy all the people I work around, and being involved in work around the corn plant where I currently work. We had orientation last week in Illinois, which was a great experience, getting to meet all the other interns and see how we all came from such different places. So far I haven't found a church here yet, and only two people I see at work are Christian that I know of so far. It's pretty amazing how, when one is put in a situation where there are few believers that you know, your spirit will really be crying out to God for nourishment. Try it and see, it's a great way to not take 'just going to church on Sunday' for granted!

It is great spending time with my roommate here and the other interns, but it can also be very lonely too. For instance, we were all hanging out yesterday, at a concert and then a bar, but it got worse when they wanted to go to a strip club. I was the designated driver, but they were surprised that I didn't want to go in with them. Not that strip clubs are my scene mind you, but a part of me didn't want to feel left out either. But then I remembered it is not my job to be liked. Whenever people I work with can't understand why I don't drink with them, swear like a sailor with them, or go places they do, I have to remember the world hated Christ first. Were it not for God's grace, the world couldn't possibly hate or dislike me, because I would be a part of it. There is more than just a good time at stake here; it is for the name of our God.

Reading Romans, I was greatly encouraged when I came across "How then shall they call on whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him in whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher?" (10:14). Wherever I am, this is my calling to be the salt of the earth and give dominion back to its rightful owner. Each one of my co-workers, fellow interns, and bosses all belong to Him, and I will 'proclaim thy faithfulness to all the generations." (Psalm 89:1)

Gotta love summer :)

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Not with a bang, but a whimper

Today was my last two finals, just a few labs to do tomorrow and I'll be all done! It's actually kind of funny, I thought one of my exams was tomorrow when it was actually today. Late last night I was studying and all of a sudden I heard this voice speaking, saying I should check my schedule. As soon as I did I noticed my exam was actually on Tuesday! Ironically enough it was the same class I missed the midterm in for the same stupid reason, but at least I went this time. God is indeed good!

Psalm 107
"When they are diminished and brought low through oppression, affliction, and sorrow, He pours contempt on princes, and causes them to wander in the wilderness where there is no way; yet He sets the poor on high, far from affliction, and makes their families like a flock. The righteous see it and rejoice, and all iniquity stops its mouth. Whoever is wise will observe these things, and they will understand the lovingkindness of the Lord." (39-43)

When I was in Atlantic City over spring break, one of the things I couldn't help but notice was the plethora of poor people that were all over the rather unpopulated city. In stark contrast to the glamorous looking casinos (ok, a far cry from Vegas, but you get the drift), they were everywhere you turned, in wheelchairs, selling stuff, or talking to...themselves or someone, I know not what. One thing I can't get out of my mind is one woman, who was singing in the most awful voice, banging a piece of silverware against some tin. She looked wildly crazy, but as I got closer to her I noticed the song was singing was none other than "Blessed be Your Name!" While this may seem to be straying from the portion of the above Psalm, all who are righteous should observe what it is that the poor who have little in this life hold on to. If we as a nation didn't fear the thought of poverty so much, perhaps we never would have had this 'stimulus bill' or have seen this economic crisis like we have. The glory of Jesus is that He is enough, no matter what we have in this life. "Oh that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness, and for His works unto the children of men!" (Psalm 107:8)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I know I have been in limbo the past few days, what with two finals this week and a field trip and what not, but if Paul was able to write epistles to Timothy in prison, and joyful and hopeful ones at that, my excuses ain't nuttin but limp noodles.

"Now to him who works, the wages are not counted as grace but as debt. But to him who does not work but believes on Him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is accounted for righteousness." (Romans 4:4-5).

How great would it be to have absolutely nothing to your name, and have someone come up and offer you their mansion, lamborghini, sportsbike, etc., for nothing at all? Even that alone would not compare to the offer we have in Christ, a blank check signed by blood made out to us. One of the biggest dangers in being an active part of the church is the potential for prayer meetings, bible studies, etc. to become routine. If your heart is not perpetually fully submitted to God, in no time at all you can find yourself living a life of religion, rather than a life of love and grace. I say that not to discourage anyone, but rather to encourage. Like Mark said on Friday, if you want to grow in your faith, you really need a pure heart. Don't let going to church, prayer meetings, etc. ever become burdensome. The moment it does, the enemy can trap you into thinking you must labor for God's love, and that is a sheer and utter lie. No father loves His children any more or less if they do wrong, or else his love is not truly genuine. How much more so for our Father in Heaven!

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Let this veil be lifted from our hearts

I think I slept about 4 hours last night after reading the first 4 chapters of Ezekiel, for some reason I just couldn't relax. I read it as if in a trance, like I couldn't even look away. That happens to me sometime, and I pray that could be the case every time I open the word of God, never remotely taking it for granted!

Today I have read from II Corinthians 3 instead.

"You are our epistle written in our hearts, known and read by all men;" (2)

What stands out to me in this verse is just how we should read the word of God. We don't want to get caught up in the pompous air of academia, neglecting the fact that it is God speaking to us, and our hearts should carry His message wherever we go. In that sense we are all authors of 'epistles' like Paul, and should let God's word be seen in us before all men (and women ;p).

"..our sufficiency is from God, who also made us sufficient as ministers of the new covenant, not of the letter, but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life. But if the ministry of death, written and engraved on stones, was glorious, so that the children of Israel could not look steadily at the face of Moses because of the glory of his countenance, which glory was passing away, how will the ministry of the Spirit not be more glorious?" (5-7)

It seems harsh for us to think of the law as a 'ministry of death', but such was and is its power. There was no means for salvation in it, only procrastination until a better covenant could be made. We may ask ourselves, how could not God, in all His power, make there some other way to eliminate our sin from existence without the sacrifice of His son? But 'what communion has light with darkness?" (II Corinthians 6:14). God could not 'eliminate' sin any more than He could allow sinners into His kingdom and still remain holy. Jesus' death confirmed what we already know in our own lives, the new life we have came from the death of Another, just as we eat once-living plants and animals to sustain our bodies.

"For until this day the same veil remains unlifted in the reading of the OT, because the veil is taken away in Christ. But even to this day, when Moses is read, a veil lies on their heart. Nevertheless, when one turns to the Lord, the veil is taken away." (14-17)

I feel this verse sums up everything we should understand when it comes to serving God. When it feels like we being condemned, like we are under the law, we shouldn't run around trying to do this or that to try and cover up our tracks. Instead, let us ask ourselves, "Am I getting closer to knowing Jesus day by day?" That is really what it comes down to. Nothing, absolutely nothing else can change us. Men and women around the world are running in circles to find peace in a world of lies and deception. This may be a battle that is far from over, but if we tell ourselves, "I am willing to stand forever to fight for Christ", then it won't take very long! The Spirit is aching to fill the earth with His glory, and I don't want let my fear, selfishness, and pride do anything but speed it up!

Monday, April 27, 2009

I felt it on my heart that God wanted me to read Ezekiel, so that's where I started next. The prophet Ezekiel, like Daniel (around his age) and Jeremiah (around 20 years older), warned the children of Judah of the impending destruction that would take place at the hands of the Babylonians.

"As for the likeness of their faces, each had the face of a man, each of the four had the face of a lion on the right side, each of the four had the face of an ox on the left side, and each of the four had the face of an eagle." (1:10)

In the gospels, each of the four represents Christ in a different form. Matthew, with Christ as a lion, representing strength and royal authority. Mark represents Him as a bull, a symbol of service and power. Luke shows Christ as a man, a symbol of wisdom and divine character. John represents Jesus as an eagle, a sign of deity. I never knew that those characterizations had root in Ezekiel, and these creatures are described as "in appearance like a flash of lightning." (14)

"Like the appearance of a rainbow in a cloud on a rainy day, so was the appearance of the brightness all around it. This was the appearance of the likeness of the glory the Lord. So when I saw it, I fell on my face and heard the voice of One speaking." (28)

Add another one to the list of Moses, Isaiah, and Saul who weren't exactly cracking jokes when the Lord let His light be shown. This is the light that gives contrast like we've never known. I need the light of God in my life, otherwise I am just a rat in a maze. I know enough to say that everything in this life comes and goes, and I need God's vision to be like a rainbow in my life so I am not blind as a bat.

"Lie also on your left side, and lay the iniquity of the house of Israel upon it. According to the number of days that you lie on it, you shall bear their iniquity....then you shall bear the iniquity of the house of Judah forty days." (4:4,6)

The first time I read Ezekiel was about 2 1/2 years ago, when I first came to Purdue. I read through it rather hurriedly, bored at times to be honest. The endless visions I found terrifying and discomforting, to say the least. Reading it again, with the knowledge that God is trying to speak to me in His word, will hopefully bring out much more than ever before. It would seem like having to lay on your side for over 400 days would cause some pretty serious muscular atrophy, but such as the weight put upon prophets in times of wickedness. For "no prophet is accepted in his own country." (Luke 4:24)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Balance in our lives

"But each one is tempted when he is drawn away by his own desires and enticed. Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full grown, brings forth death. Do not be deceived, my beloved brethren." (James 1:14-15)

I know that James is always considered the 'heavy-hitter' of the NT, but it can't be said enough how his harsh words are only the word of God, sent to keep us from a dead-end street with no hope. I have been really trying to understand what grace means these past few weeks. Sure, I understand it on a basic level, but how deeply is my understanding of it? When John Newton (writer of 'Amazing Grace'), turned from his life of sin, it was with a realization of how low he truly was. The same could be said of Paul, formerly Saul. Most of us don't see just how serious a sin can be in our lives. But it is these 'small' sins that have allowed the Ivan the Terrible, Pol Pot, and Hitlers of the world. That is partly why I like to read the news and keep myself intimated of just how corrupt the rest of the world is becoming. That does not mean we do not pray for our leaders or lose hope that any can be saved, but if we see just how serious things like 'not wanting to share what we have' or 'always shopping when we are less than satisfied with our lives' can cause one's heart to turn away. "For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil, for which some have strayed from the faith in their greediness, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows" (I Timothy 6:10). We shouldn't take lightly what sin can do, otherwise we will never understand what grace means.

The next time any of us are struggling with any sin in our lives, rather than shouting 'why me?' or 'what's the big deal?', let us instead tell ourselves 'your grace is enough God'. I don't have all the answers, but I have no doubt that is one of the best steps one can take.

Between the time I spent at the nursing home, being with my brothers and sister at Cornerstone Friday, cooking and cleaning on Saturday, and the awesome miracle which was having my roommate come to church with me this Sunday, I know my blessings reach to the heavens. Since I am reminded of the things which gives me true peace and joy, I know how much harder I must work to stay encouraged.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

The Lord speaks to everyone, but also to every one...

"I thank my God, making mention of you always in my prayers, hearing of your love and faith which you have toward the Lord Jesus and toward all the saints, that the sharing of your faith may become effective by the acknowledgement of every good thing which is in you in Christ Jesus." (Philemon 6)

The amount which we share our faith with others is really commensurate with the degree to which we realize how valuable our testimony is. If we believe that we have nothing to offer, either in the member's of the church, or sharing with total strangers, then we shall remain timid and afraid of showing the work that Christ has done and is doing in our lives. No amount of listening to pastors, sermons, diatribes, etc., will make us realize how great a testimony we have to share; none but the Holy Spirit can do that. For myself, learning that I have a purpose and that the grace and glory of God is worth fighting through my own inferiority complex for, has and isn't an easy battle. But I will never give up, until it becomes second nature in showing how awesome my God is, and it's not all about me. There will always be plenty of lies right in front of our faces, but that does not mean we should choose to accept them. May the peace and understanding of Christ be with us always, Amen.

Friday, April 24, 2009

God will breathe life...

And He said to me, "Prophesy to these bones, and say to them, 'O dry bones, hear the word of the Lord!" 'Thus says the Lord God to these bones: "Surely I will cause breath to enter into you, and you shall live. I will put sinews on you and bring flesh upon you, cover you with skin and put breath in you; and you shall live. Then you shall know that I am the Lord." (Ezekiel 37:4-6)

In the book of Ezekiel, God uses his prophet, who is around the same age as Daniel, to prophesy the destruction and eventual rejuvenation of Judah, after its destruction by Nebuchadnezzar and the Babylonians. The invasion occurred at 3 separate times, the first where Daniel and his friends were taken captive, the second when king Jehoiakim and Jehoiachin rebelled and brought further punishment, and the 3rd time when the city was laid to waste.

This passage is when God begins to outlie His plan for bringing life back into the -desolation of Judah. Considering the destruction that took place, it would seem so unlikely that it would ever take place. However, we should always rely on the truth of God's word and not doubt, as Paul describes in Acts 26:8-"Why should it be thought incredible by you that God raises the dead?"

Thursday, April 23, 2009

Keep your eyes on the finish line

"Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us, looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." (Hebrews 12:1-2)

Many years ago, when I was fat and couldn't run to save my life, I used to race my nephew's dad, who was in awesome shape. He would let me stay ahead until the very end, and then he would smoke me, just when I finally thought I'd beat him. One thing he always said to me was "It's not where you start out, it's where you end up." That's something we need to take to heart in our relationship with God. Discouragement will come and go, but it's what we do when that time comes that makes the difference. Many times I don't feel like praying or reading the Word, but I do it anyways, because love is a committment, not a 'feeling'.

Tonight I've been helping my roommate study for a test for his Western Religions class, which surprise, surprise, is about Christianity. It was a blessing beyond words to be able to talk about God in the open like that with him, and it's awesome to see how fascinated he is by God and Christianity (even if he hates the way the class is taught, which I understand). To see proof in front of me that my prayers are being answered is just the kind of encouragement I need (not that it was my doing, God is the one giving!).

Remember always what Jesus says to Peter, "Do you Love Me?...Tend My sheep." (John 21:16). Jesus could have said, "Don't fail Me" or "You better have a perfect track record". But He didn't, so we must stick to showing and attaining love in our actions, knowing that when our race is fully run, our faith will finally be perfect. Amen.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Finger pointing works both ways

Romans 1:17-29

For all the Jewish scribes and the Pharisees who may have shouted 'Amen' in the first chapter against the Pagans and non-believers, they now get a taste of the less-than-righteous medicine themselves.

"You therefore, who teach one another, do you not teach yourself?...For "The name of God is blasphemed among the Gentiles because of you," as it is written." (21..24)

Despite being scribes and well-versed in the scriptures, those Paul talks about are not above the law themselves. They succumb to the same faults that possess those they profess to teach.

"And will not the physically uncircumcised, if he fulfills the law, judge you who, even with your written code and circumcision, are a transgressor of the law?" (27)

For some reason, reading this makes me think of George W. Bush being surrounded in a room by Kim Jong-Il, Mahmoud Ahmedinejahd, and Saddam Hussein, all pointing at him. I dunno, but I ache to understand what grace really means, and it is not found in the law, at least not in itself (as a temporary means of guidance until the coming of Jesus Christ, yes). The moment we get wrapped up in the things we did or didn't do, we move away from grace. These verses remind us that having grown up in the church, or done this or that for God doesn't make us any more worthwhile. His love is the same today and forever. It is the glory given back to Him that comes with our pure hearts and deeds, and that should drive what we do, not a balance sheet for a check we never deserved in the first place.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

"But who can endure the day of His coming? And who can stand when He appears? For He is like a refiners fire and like launderer's soap." (Malachi 3:2-3)

It is an awesome testimony to the Lord that neither Moses, Saul, or Isaiah stood before Him, just chillin' and shooting the breeze. No, they hid their faces in fear, dropped to their knees in utter terror, and fell over as one dead. Even if we don't see God's face directly for a while yet, should we not have that same semblance of awe knowing He is always near? I believe it really comes down to faith. I feel like it's been something I've been lacking, in seeing that I am just a piece of clay in the hands of the master. When I get discouraged, I need to make sure that my heart knows this is only temporary. Jesus endured crucifixtion for 'the joy that was set before Him' (Hebrews 12:2). God knows our hearts; if our greatest desire is not to be with Him, the Holy Spirit will ensure we come to put Him first!

Monday, April 20, 2009

Blessed are the pure of heart

Romans 1





This first chapter of perhaps Paul's most read book (Martin Luther himself thought it was 'the purest of the gospels') is a serious heavy hitter, and makes no false pretenses about the sanctimonious followers of the Lord, who bear nothing but wickedness in their actions, thoughts, and feelings.





"For I long to see you...that I may be encouraged together with you by the mutual faith both of you and me." (11-12)





I know I am slipping away from the heart of God when I no longer seek to be around my brothers and sisters in Christ, and am no longer drawn by their 'mutual faith' and in relating to their similar struggles and weaknesses. A lot of times I just give in to this inferiority complex I have and 'exchange the truth of God for the lie' (25). Like some fiendish heroin addict or rebellious teenager I deny the truth that is staring me down, and deny how badly I really need God in every moment. We should want to be around each other, 'and all the more as you see the day approaching' (Hebrews 10:25).





"Professing to be wise, they became fools, and changed the glory of the incorruptible God into an image made like corruptible man-and birds and four-footed beasts and creeping things." (22-23)





One image that comes to mind is the picture of Darth Vader atop the National Cathedral in Washington D.C. This is the result of letting God become something transitory, that flows along with pop culture, rather than the sovereign, unchanging heavenly host that He is.

I pray that everyone reading this sees how easy it is to slip away from the Lord. Were it not for His Holy Spirit and a constant reminder in our hearts that there is none greater than He, we too could end up making such wicked and callous mistakes. Men with the best of intentions can become the next Jim Jones if they stop looking to God for guidance. Know your own heart I implore you (I say this also to myself), because God is worth fighting every struggle in our hearts for!

Sunday, April 19, 2009

51:41 “See how Babylon 90 has been captured!
See how the pride of the whole earth has been taken!
See what an object of horror
Babylon has become among the nations! 91
51:42 The sea has swept over Babylon.
She has been covered by a multitude 92 of its waves. 93
51:43 The towns of Babylonia have become heaps of ruins.
She has become a dry and barren desert.
No one lives in those towns any more.
No one even passes through them. 94 (Jeremiah 51:41-43)

Many associate Babylon with America, and while there is a great deal of conjecture to what extent we should relate the two, it is kinda scary to think of America being taken hostage and 'the land of the free' no longer being the superpower it once was. Whatever role our country may play in the end times, it is certain that God did everything He said was going to happen. Jerusalem was eventually destroyed despite Jeremiah's warnings for the people to repent, and King Zedekiah had his eyes gouged out and thrown in prison for the rest of his days. Just like an infected limb that is beyond any other recourse but surgery, the people of Jerusalem were decimated and all but a few poor were left as 'vinedressers and farmers' (52:16). We read the Old Testament and begin to think that God somehow relishes destruction, but it is truly His last resort when His people are so hard of hearing that nothing else works!

It is kinda ironic that the very first book of the bible I began writing about for these blogs I just finished now at the near end of the semester! (Ah well, I did a lot of jumping around!).

Look, I am your Father....arrogance is futile!

II Kings 19:34-36

“Where are the gods of Hamath and Arpad? Where are the gods of Sepharvaim and Hena and Ivah? Indeed, have they delivered Samaria from my hand? Who among all the gods of the lands have delivered their countries from my hand, that the Lord should deliver Jerusalem from my hand? But the people held their peace and answered him not a word; for the king’s commandment was: ‘Do not answer him.’”

During the siege of Jerusalem by the Assyrians about 690 BC, they were annihilated by ‘the angel of the Lord…and killed…185,000. ‘ (19:35). Were it not for Hezekiah’s humility before the Lord after hearing the words spoken above by a servant of King Sennacherib (of the Assyrians), it may never have happened. This is why Paul tells us to pray unceasingly, for we never know what power our prayers may have unless we pray with faith on a regular basis. I don’t like to place prayers on the same level as lottery, but the more times you roll in the Lord’s court the more likely we are to hit the jackpot!

What I like about these verses is that it shows me who futile arrogance is. When we boast in our successes like we are so high and mighty, it may just be because we haven’t seen the meaning of true resistance. Of course the gods of Hamath and Hena haven’t done anything; they don’t exist! So why should we boast in our accomplishments when God is on our side letting them come into fruition? If we lived in a world where God did not exist, nothing, even in His common grace, would be any longer, like life itself.

Friday, April 17, 2009

"Therefore you are inexcusable, O man, whoever you are who judge, for in whatever you judge another you condemn yourself; for you who judge practice the same things. But we know the judgement of God is according to truth against those who practice such things. And do you think this, O man, you who judge those practicing such things, and doing the same, that you will escape the judgement of God?" (Romans 2:1-2).

Our scale of evil is heavily biased, often not seen through God's eyes, but the worlds. We are quick to say that though we are better than pedophile's, murderers, rapists, etc. But what if there really was such a thing as thought police, a la 1984? How many of us would be able to get off the hook then? Well, God is that hidden microphone that is everywhere in our abode, and cannot be turned off. I think of God's voice as something like a dog's whistle; it is so blaringly loud and yet is at a frequency that our pathetic excuse for a spiritual eardrum can barely hear it. Ever hear of tinnitus before? It is a ringing in the ear that is often constant for millions of people and cannot be eliminated unless the auditory nerve is severed. Not many of us want to deal with the sound of God's voice rumbling inside us all the time, so we turn the volume down a notch, usually by putting more junk over it.

But there is hope; the Holy Spirit 'will bring to our remembrance all the things (He) said to us'(John 14:26). Being patient, learning to listen, and not forgetting for a single day the wickedness into which we were born are all part of growing into better disciples in Christ. I know today I was not in the best of moods because I didn't do as well on a test that I studied hard for and made many stupid mistakes. Oh well, such is life; nothing that comes my way should prevent me from seeing the blessings imparted to me. Every little thing, from the clothes I wear, the food I eat, and the place I live are just icing on the cake. 'All this and Jesus too?' should be our attitude, and one that everyone can see.

Do not even the godless 'show the work of the law written in their hearts'? (Romans 2:15).

Thursday, April 16, 2009

All is vanity

"Remember now your Creator in the days of your youth, before the difficult days come, and the years draw near when you say, "I have no pleasure in them." (Ecclesiastes 12:1).

Getting older is something everyone faces, and is certainly much better than the alternative that we have in this world. There is an expression that goes "youth is wasted on the young", and that is a mighty powerful way to put it. Of the many things I still have yet to learn is taking each day as it comes, and not getting wrapped up in little things. We are creatures that need vision to grow, without it we start to wither. When you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there, as the saying goes. We only have one life on this earth, and God doesn't want us to spend it feeling lost.

"Walk in the ways of your heart, and in the sight of your eyes; but know that for all these God will bring you into judgement. Therefore remove sorrow from your heart, and put away evil from your flesh. For childhood and youth are vanity." (Ecclesiastes 11:9-10)

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

"His compassions fail not."

Lamentations 3-5

A dirge for the destruction of the holy city Jerusalem, this brief book of the bible is written by Jeremiah, "the weeping prophet". With the invasion of the Babylonians in 588 BC, the entire city and its temples, palaces, and walls were razed to the ground. Like Christ would mourn later ("O Jerusalem, Jerusalem, the one who kills the prophets and stones those who are sent to her!...Your house is left to you desolate.." Matt 23:37, 38), Jeremiah weeped for the people though he was derided, excommunicated (to Egypt, not long after the city's destruction), and even thrown in a pit. Each of the five chapters represents a poem, the first describing the destruction of Jerusalem, and the second the Lord's anger. Starting from the third:

3-With anguish Jeremiah cries out in graphic detail the desolation he feels from the Lord. "He has filled me with bitterness, He has made me drink wormwood." (15; by the way, wormwood is Russian for 'Chernobyl' like the nuclear plant that went off in ~'86, I always found that rather interesting.) Even so Jeremiah praises Him, "Because His compassions fail not; they are new every morning."(22-23) In the dungeon of Malchiah, the king's son, Jeremiah cried out to our God; "You drew near on the day I called on you, and said, "Do not Fear!"

4-Perhaps the saddest of the chapters, here Jeremiah weeps for the all, as even "Those who ate delicacies are desolate in the streets."(5) Perhaps most disturbing from a prophetic perspective is the verse "Under His shadow we shall live among the nations." (20) Makes me think of 'One nation, under God, indivisible, with justice for all.' I keep reading and seeing all these reports saying 'we are no longer a Christian nation'. Don't believe these lies! Though there has been a shift of less Christians, notably on the East coast, this is only cause for furthering the great commision, not despairing!

5-In the final chapter, Jeremiah sums up his sorrow with a prayer for restoration. He cries "Our inheritance has been turned over to aliens, and our houses to foreigners." (2) Reminds me of the state of Israel today, where many Palestinians are living where Jews lived centuries earlier. I don't want to start any Israel/Palestine flame wars, I will just say that Jesus came to unite Jews and Gentiles, and the way it is now is NOT the Lord's plan, but such is the world's rejection of Him. In stunning finality, Jeremiah laments, "Renew our days of old, unless you have utterly rejected us, and are very angry with us!"(21-22) God will one day restore Jerusalem to peace (21:23), and until then let us revel in compassions that are new every morning!

Monday, April 13, 2009

Grace shines in the dark!

I've been reading a book "Captured by Grace" by David Jeremiah for the past week or so (in addition to, not in replacement of the Word of God!). Within, he describes seven characteristics from grace, all taken from Romans chapter 3.

1-"But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed." (21)

Works and righteousness are not synonymous with each other ("But to him who does not work but believes on Him who justifies the ungodly, his faith is accounted for righteousness." Romans 4:5)!

2-"Even the righteousness of God, through faith in Christ Jesus." (22)

Faith is believing that Christ is who He says He is, and that He'll do what He promised to do (British pastor Charles Spurgeon's words)!

3- "...to all and on who all who believe. For there is no difference; for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." (22-23)

We may have differences of what wrongdoing in our world is (most wouldn't put a jaywalker in the same category as a pedophile for example). Not so to God-I always liked pastor Thomas' example of it's WHO we commit our sins against-when we sin it is like hitting a baby in the face, for our savior really is that innocent.

4-"Being justified..." (24)

This justification is not some 'off-the-hook-for-now-but-you'll-make-up-for-it-later' deals. There is no other propitiation that can compare to Calvary. No other sacrifice can suffice (not that it's meant to be easy either!).

5-"Being justified freely.." (24)

As if it wasn't awesome enough to be in the graces of our God now and forever....we receive it freely. There is no currency that can by our way into the kingdom of heaven, other than our believing in Him. We are that beggar who looks in the window at a fancy restaurant, aching to be inside. God opens up the doors and invites us into the best seats in the house, no matter what mud we have on our shoes. The lamb who was slain leaves our filthy clothes at the doorstep!

6-"Being justified freely by His grace through redemption that is in Christ Jesus." (24)

When Jesus died that day, it wasn't like a rich man reaching into his pocket and pulling out a few bucks, He gave everything He had. When I was a kid I read a book about this rich, snotty prince who had a whipping boy that would be literally whipped and beaten for every selfish and cruel thing the prince did. I won't tell you how it ends (because I kinda don't remember), but the point is our 'Whipping boy' has paid the price once and for all. Every greedy, selfish, and cruel thing we've done has been paid for (even the ones we, God forbid, may still commit)

7-"Whom God set forth as a propitiation by His blood." (25)

Only mentioned four times in the NT, 'propitiation' is like the mercy seat that covered the Ark of the Covenant with God's people. When God looked down from heaven, He would see this 'mercy seat' atop the covenant, and forgiveness would be granted, on the Day of Atonement. Now our 'mercy seat' is every day of the year, and there is enough room under the angel's wings of this Holy mercy seat for every one of us (the Ark of the Covenant had 2 cherubim that faced each other).

I pray everyone sees how glorious this Easter Monday really is (as my grandmother told me yesterday, it is the 'greatest day this universe has ever known')! Hallelujah!

Sunday, April 12, 2009

"By His stripes we are healed"

"...and when He had given thanks, He broke it and said, "Take, eat; this is My body which is broken for you; do this in remembrance of Me." In the same manner He also took the cup after supper, saying, "This cup is the new covenant in My blood. This do, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of Me." For as often as you eat this bread and drink this cup, you proclaim the Lord's death till He comes. Therefore whoever eats this bread and drinks this cup of the Lord in an unworthy manner will be guilty of the body and the blood of the Lord. But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread and drink of that cup." (I Corinthians 11:24-28).

This Sunday was the first time I've experienced Communion at Cornerstone, and the second time for joint service (the first being Thanksgiving '08). I used to take it regularly at my church back in Ithaca, and was a little surprised that everyone did not take of the bread and drink of the blood at the same time like I'm used to. What really is important is that we are checking ourselves before we take it, and knowing we have nothing against our brothers and sisters before we do so. I remember taking Communion at the catholic church when I was a little kid and my dad yelled at me (because it was actually wine, not so much for religious reasons). I pray that I have never taken Communion in an 'unworthy manner', so help me God.

Just because we don't take Communion at church does not mean we cannot do so on our own. I've done it before with flat bread and juice, and I really believe that it can be the most powerful physical healing agent there can be, if taken properly. I've written about Communion in the past on here, so check my blogs from about 2 months ago if you want to know more!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Remember not the transgressions of my youth!

25:1 O Lord, I come before you in prayer. 2
25:2 My God, I trust in you.
Please do not let me be humiliated;
do not let my enemies triumphantly rejoice over me!
25:3 Certainly none who rely on you will be humiliated.
Those who deal in treachery will be thwarted 3 and humiliated.
25:4 Make me understand your ways, O Lord!
Teach me your paths! 4
25:5 Guide me into your truth 5 and teach me.
For you are the God who delivers me;
on you I rely all day long.
25:6 Remember 6 your compassionate and faithful deeds, O Lord,
for you have always acted in this manner. 7
25:7 Do not hold against me 8 the sins of my youth 9 or my rebellious acts!
Because you are faithful to me, extend to me your favor, O Lord! 10
25:8 The Lord is both kind and fair; 11
that is why he teaches sinners the right way to live. 12
25:9 May he show 13 the humble what is right! 14
May he teach 15 the humble his way!
25:10 The Lord always proves faithful and reliable 16
to those who follow the demands of his covenant. 17
25:11 For the sake of your reputation, 18 O Lord,
forgive my sin, because it is great. 19
25:12 The Lord shows his faithful followers
the way they should live. 20
25:13 They experience his favor; 21
their descendants 22 inherit the land. 23
25:14 The Lord’s loyal followers receive his guidance, 24
and he reveals his covenantal demands to them. 25
25:15 I continually look to the Lord for help, 26
for he will free my feet from the enemy’s net. 27
25:16 Turn toward me and have mercy on me,
for I am alone 28 and oppressed!
25:17 Deliver me from my distress; 29
rescue me from my suffering! 30
25:18 See my pain and suffering!
Forgive all my sins! 31
25:19 Watch my enemies, for they outnumber me;
they hate me and want to harm me. 32
25:20 Protect me 33 and deliver me!
Please do not let me be humiliated,
for I have taken shelter in you!
25:21 May integrity and godliness protect me,
for I rely on you!
25:22 O God, rescue 34 Israel
from all their distress! 35

Ever since we studied this for one of our final bible studies, it has been one of my favorite Psalms. Whenever I read this and Psalm 22, I can practically see the face of a broken man weeping for the Lord. God's Word really is a living, breathing being! Reading David's Psalms never makes me think of a king, almighty and powerful, but a poor man who is in awe of the clothes of majesty the Lord has blessed him with.

With the abundance of first person prepositions, it may seem that this is a pretty self-centered set of verses, but David realized the weight of his every decisions; the very sake of Israel depended so greatly on his subservience and obedience to the Lord (remember the plague that wiped out 70,000? Check out I Chronicles 21:14). He knew that focusing on the fact that God is longsuffering and merciful was key to forgiveness! That is why I cannot identify with people who want to explain 'bad' things that happen to 'good' people; if God ever had a desire to have anyone suffer, then His whole mercy character goes out the celestial window. Just like we always say, bad things happen for a reason, but we don't know God's sovereign plan. We don't even know our own errors (Psalm 19:12)!

But God 'shows His faithful followers the way they should live'. I've been blessed these past few weeks for God to show me more of how I may live by faith rather than sight. Part of it is really selective thinking, dwelling on what is true and worthwhile. Our hearts are kinda like our kidneys; they filter out all the toxic byproducts that we come across in this world. Just like we don't want Urea and ammonia to build up in our body, so too do we not want the lies of this world to clog our hearts from the pure work our Savior continues to do in us. I will keep praying for this body of Christ, and do it with the joy the Lord has given me!

Thursday, April 9, 2009

The alabaster jar starts with our hearts

"Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you pay tithe of mint and anise and cummin, and have neglected the weightier matters of the law: justice and mercy and faith. These you ought to have done, without leaving the others undone." (Matthew 23:23)

I just read an article about tithing, and how it is a product of the 'church', and not the will of God (check out http://endtimespropheticwords.wordpress.com/2008/05/19/tithing-is-not-a-christian-doctrine/#comment-41239 ). To sum, it tells us that tithing is not an obligation of the poor, and that even according to the old covenant, tithing was only obligatory in terms of food that God gave, to the Israelites. Examples such as Abraham giving tithes to Melchizedek was a pagan practice and thus not put forth by God.

The article argues also, that these words of Jesus refer to the old covenant, and none such words exist to verify tithing as Christians living in the resurrection of our Lord. However, in my opinion (and this was echoed in the comments), I don't believe that one should take silence in the bible for free reign to do as one pleases. It is interesting though that 2 other tithes that are mentioned in the bible are not practiced any longer, those being the tithe which the levites were to give to the priests (Numbers 18:25-28), and the tithe that was kept for the poor (Deuteronomy 12:1-19). 1 Samuel 8:15-18 tells us that the king to be (Saul) will take a tenth of the Israelites grain, as well as the best of their maidservants, donkeys, and sheep.

I don't believe this is any reason to stop tithing whatsoever, but I really believe Christians need to not give out of a sense of guilt or obligation. This only leads to profligate spending that may just go to sanctimonious demagogues with no love or fear of God. What we have is a gift from God, and no one may twist the words of Jesus according to Paul; "It is more blessed to give than to receive." (this can only be found in Acts 20:35, and though it is not written firsthand from Jesus, even John himself said not everything Jesus did was written down). May we all keep praying that God is working in our hearts to make us cheerful givers, and not just giving what we 'think is appropriate.'

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

"If then you were raised with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ is, sitting at the right hand of God. Set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth. For you died, and your life is hidden with Christ in God. When Christ who is our life appears, then you also will appear with Him in glory." (Colossians 3:1-4)

When I was in high school especially, I always loved being interested in things that no one else knew anything about. I guess you could say I always had a thing for the obscure, and the 'outer fringes'. There was something so great about being able to tell people about a band, movie, or even country that they knew nothing about. It was hidden from them, like some great mystery they never even knew existed.

That's really how I view the gospel of Jesus: it is the most marvelous mystery the world cannot explain. Even though it is before its very eyes, the world doesn't see how glorious He is, that there is nothing Christ takes away from our lives, only adds to it. I have let myself get too discouraged in the past; God is helping me turn a new leaf in being able to listen to Him and not get so caught up in my own life and problems. But that is why our hearts need to be open; it is not that God stops loving us when we harden our hearts, or He is too slow in making us open them again. It is just that we have nothing else that He can work with; our bodies have nothing eternal or long lasting about them.

"For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways," says the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."

No longer may discouragement turn our eyes inward, or around us, or any place but above. Any solutions we come up with apart from the Lord are just like putting our finger in the dike; sooner or later that dam is going to break and we won't be able to stop the flood. I pray that the Lord will let us look upon our brothers and sisters and see we are no different than they. The hunger for the Lord is in the eyes of even the most hardened and bitter hearts; no one is too far from His reach. Let us walk into His courts with a blameless heart, for "we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ." (Romans 5:1)

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

"We who are Jews by nature, and not sinners of the Gentiles, knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the law but by faith in Jesus Christ, even we have believed in Christ Jesus that we might be justified by faith in Christ and not by the works of the law; for by the works of the law no flesh shall be justified....I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness comes through the law, then Christ died in vain." (Galations 2:16,21)

If getting closer to God was based on the things we do, we may as well start building a ladder to heaven while we're at it! Many people think of the Old Testament as representing God in His mercy, while the New Testament represents His grace. That grace is what He has been aching to share all along! Mercy is what embraces that prodigal son when he is covered in filth, but grace is what throws the extravagant party that was perfectly unmerited. God wants to shower us with heavenly gifts with heaven constantly, but I think if we are asking from only our perspective, our gains are limited. Without faith it is impossible to please God, and faith is prayer in motion! Clean our hearts Father, and let Jesus reign supreme. I just got done watching a great Sid Roth video, something which may be hard for many of you to swallow, but if you are in the mood to 'stretch your spiritual boundaries', check this out!

http://www.sidroth.org/site/News2?abbr=tv_&page=NewsArticle&id=7173&security=1041&news_iv_ctrl=-1

We do not worship the same God!

"The Lord your God will raise up for you a Prophet like me from your midst, from your brethren. This accords with what happened at Horeb in the day of the assembly. You asked the Lord your God: “Please do not make us hear the voice of the Lord our 24 God any more or see this great fire any more lest we die.” 18:17 The Lord then said to me, “What they have said is good. 18:18 I will raise up a prophet like you for them from among their fellow Israelites. I will put my words in his mouth and he will speak to them whatever I command. 18:19 I will personally hold responsible 25 anyone who then pays no attention to the words that prophet 26 speaks in my name.
18:20 “But if any prophet presumes to speak anything in my name that I have not authorized 27 him to speak, or speaks in the name of other gods, that prophet must die. 18:21 Now if you say to yourselves, 28 ‘How can we tell that a message is not from the Lord?’ 2918:22 whenever a prophet speaks in my 30 name and the prediction 31 is not fulfilled, 32 then I have 33 not spoken it; 34 the prophet has presumed to speak it, so you need not fear him.”
(Deuteronomy 18:15-22)

I went to see a guest speaker yesterday about the relationship between Christianity and Islam, and Jesus and the prophets and Islam, in particular. As you can imagine, much of the time was spent explaining the validity of Islam and how strongly it contrasts with the media's image of what it represents. One of the bible verses that was referenced was this one. The speaker drew attention to the word 'brethren' (verse 15), which is to represent the 'brother lineage of Ishmael'. From this lineage the speaker stated that God is referring to Muhammed, not who we would of course believe to be Jesus. He then went on to cross reference Act 3:22:

Moses said, ‘The Lord your God will raise up for you a prophet like me from among your brothers. You must obey 63 him in everything he tells you. 64 3:23 Every person 65 who does not obey that prophet will be destroyed and thus removed 66 from the people.’

From this 'Arab' side of Abraham, Muhammed is purported to come, who of course is the end all-be all prophet to Muslims. The speaker also went on to say that earlier editions of the bible state that God never said 'His begotten', along with many other translational changes, all of which deserve further mention.

What was most important to realize for me is that Islam is no different than buddhism, hinduism, shinto, or even 'Christian' crusaders that killed thousands in the 11th and 12th centuries, as well as the Spanish Inquisition. Every one of them distorts the truth, some to a greater degree, but all take Christ out of the equation. And John tells us "Who is a liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ?" (John 1:22). Muslims do not believe in the idea of original sin, reject completely the idea of the Holy Trinity, and do not believe crucifixion has the power to save. The speaker went on to say that more Muslims read the Quran in one day, then people read the bible in 1 year! I don't know if that is completely true, but one thing he said I definitely do believe: in 20-30 years Muslims will outnumber Christians in America. Unless we take the great Commission seriously, and pray for the love of the Lord to consume our lives, I'm afraid he may be right.

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Consider carefully what is before you

6:14 Now 17 King Herod 18 heard this, for Jesus’ 19 name had become known. Some 20 were saying, “John the baptizer 21 has been raised from the dead, and because of this, miraculous powers are at work in him.” 6:15 Others said, “He is Elijah.” Others said, “He is a prophet, like one of the prophets from the past.” 6:16 But when Herod heard this, he said, “John, whom I beheaded, has been raised!” 6:17 For Herod himself had sent men, arrested John, and bound him in prison on account of Herodias, his brother Philip’s wife, because Herod 22 had married her. 6:18 For John had repeatedly told 23 Herod, “It is not lawful for you to have your brother’s wife.” 24 6:19 So Herodias nursed a grudge against him and wanted to kill him. But 25 she could not 6:20 because Herod stood in awe of 26 John and protected him, since he knew that John 27 was a righteous and holy man. When Herod 28 heard him, he was thoroughly baffled, 29 and yet 30 he liked to listen to John. 31
6:21 But 32 a suitable day 33 came, when Herod gave a banquet on his birthday for his court officials, military commanders, and leaders of Galilee. 6:22 When his daughter Herodias 34 came in and danced, she pleased Herod and his dinner guests. The king said to the girl, “Ask me for whatever you want and I will give it to you.” 6:23 He swore to her, 35 “Whatever you ask I will give you, up to half my kingdom.” 36 6:24 So 37 she went out and said to her mother, “What should I ask for?” Her mother 38 said, “The head of John the baptizer.” 39 6:25 Immediately she hurried back to the king and made her request: 40 “I want the head of John the Baptist on a platter immediately.” 6:26 Although it grieved the king deeply, 41 he did not want to reject her request because of his oath and his guests.

You all know the rest of the story. John the Baptist lost his life because one king was too weak willed to do what he believed was right in his heart. Because of his 'oath and his guests', the king did what was wrong in the sight of the Lord.
This is why it is so important for us to daily make our hearts pledge allegiance to God; we never know when we may be put into situations that can compromise our faith. If we believe here and now that we need to listen only to the opinions of others, we will be very weak indeed, as Joe mentioned today. If the time came for us to make a major decision which could irrevocably affect our lives or others, we may make the wrong choice. God willing it may never come, and hopefully never be as major as beheading someone, but we should be prepared nontheless. Choose this day whom ye will serve, for we don't know what tomorrow will bring!

Friday, April 3, 2009

"Now all things are of God, who has reconciled us to Himself through Jesus Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation, that is, that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not imputing their trespasses to them, and has committed us to the word of reconciliation." (2 Corinthians 5:18-19)

When we think about it over and over in our carnal minds, and not guided by the Holy Spirit, we can begin to take for granted the cleanliness that comes from being washed of our sins. What I like about this verse is that it makes me put it into a more 'black and white' perspective. When we think about the most vile and abominable criminals in all of history, like Hitler, Vlad the Impaler, Gilles de Rais, Ivan the terrible (look 'em up), we can easily say, "wow, I'm nothing like them, I'm a good person". But imagine none of these men getting any punishment whatsoever, would not our hearts cry out injustice? That very thing happened to us on Golgotha, for we were forgiven something we just as strongly did not deserve. I really feel this is key to helping us see ourselves as no better or worse than any other person; if we stop viewing crime, murder, etc. as wrongs against man, but against God, we will be much more apt to show the forgiveness and love that God desires. When we hear about a child being murdered, we cringe in disgust that someone could defame such innocence; by the same token, Christ was crucified. He was blameless, spotless; a lamb. All innocence died that day, and was resurrected and manifested in our hearts, should we choose to believe.

Change your conduct, or change your name!

"Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life, to which you were also called and have confessed the good confession in the presence of many witnesses. I urge you in the sight of God who gives life to all things, and before Christ Jesus who witnessed the good confession before Pontius Pilate, that you keep this commandment blameless until our Lord Jesus Christ's appearing." (I Timothy 6:12-14)

A short story: In the time of Alexander the Great (230 BC?), there was a soldier, found guilty of deserting the Greek army. Brought before King Alexander, the king asked him, what his name was. As was customary, the man replied, "I...m a...soldier (trembling in fear)." The king replied "What?" Again the man told him. "No, no" the king said, "Either change your conduct...or change your name!"

When I read about this in a book not too long ago ("Led by the Carpenter" by James Kennedy-let me know if you want to borrow it!), it made me think about my own conduct as a Christian. It puts our own behavior in perspective, when we realize that everything we do represents God. Which is why false believer should do much to either change their conduct, or change their name! The name of God has been blasphemed for millennia, from 'christian' imperialists who wiped out native populations, to 'believers' so intolerant of other faiths they would massacre them (ie Henry VIII). Not that we should turn from God because we are not invincible--no we should desire Him all the more!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

We are too blessed to be depressed!

"If you have run with the footmen, and they have wearied you, then how can you contend with horses? And if in the land of peace, in which you trusted, they wearied you, then how will you do in the flooding of the Jordan?" (Jeremiah 12:5).

This is God's reply to Jeremiah, after his lamenting the ways of the wicked, which always seem to prosper. It makes me wonder how, if we feel that life is so hard now, what will we be like when and if it truly is? None of us have lived through a war or felt the true effects of a depression like our ancestors or parents, but perhaps one day we will. In this retort, God is reminding Jeremiah that what he has endured so far is small potatoes, so to speak. So too should we be when we grow complaintive of our everyday woes. That is not to say we should hide the fact that we are exhausted, tired, hungry etc.; God wants us to lay all our cares on Him. But a matter of perspective is in order, that we do not become too soft on ourselves, and become easily offended when things become more difficult. God always gives us a way out of the most seemingly unendurable circumstances (even if it's not the way we'd like!)!

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Let our confidence be founded in truth

For this gospel 18 I was appointed a preacher and apostle and teacher. 19 1:12 Because of this, in fact, I suffer as I do. 20 But I am not ashamed, because I know the one in whom my faith is set 21 and I am convinced that he is able to protect what has been entrusted to me 22 until that day. 23 1:13 Hold to the standard 24 of sound words that you heard from me and do so with the faith and love that are in Christ Jesus. 25 1:14 Protect that good thing 26 entrusted to you, through the Holy Spirit who lives within us.

I wonder how many people we see daily, realize how much faith they put in the everday grind of social machinery that drives this world. We trust that the water we drink is not polluted, nor the food we eat filled with deadly chemicals, that the electronics we use do not cause cancer, nor the clothes we wear covered in mercury or many other toxic compounds. Imagine if we had that kind of faith (which is mostly blind) in following our savior Jesus! We gladly admit that he has the best things in store for us, which should go far in saying that our lives revolve around him, if only (from a 'selfish' standpoint) to receive those good things. Unlike the things of this world though, there is an unlimited supply of them. I often feel like any generosity I have is because I have so many blessings in my life; would I still have a giving heart if I lacked many things? Not so easy a question to answer, but I do know one thing: If I receive the 'renewing of my mind' (Romans 12:2), then I should give from Christ's perspective, that giving is receiving in itself. God is working in us; let us just be patient while the master crafts His finest!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

In forgiving the wicked we see God's true love

"Do I have any pleasure at all that the wicked should die?" says the Lord God, "and not that he should turn from his ways and live? But when a righteous man turns away from his righteousness and commits iniquity, and does according to all the abominations that the wicked man does, shall he live? All the righteousness which he has done shall not be remembered; because of the unfaithfulness of which he is guilty and the sin which he has committed, because of them he shall die."....."Again, when a wicked man turns away from the wickedness which he committed, and does what is lawful and right, he preserves himself alive." (Ezekial 18:23-24;27)

When I used to work for my dad at his restaurant, it always felt like whenever I made a mistake, all the countless things I did right seemed to go right out the window. Never did I imagine that God would view us in the same way...were it not for Jesus of course! What was done once, never need take place again. That does not mean that our feet do not get dirty (John 13:10), but our sins were carried once and for all, for all.

It seems to me that living in the time before Christ would have been like a neverending spiritual teeter-totter; one would have to remain vigilant in their heart to make the way for the Lord clean. Similarly now, we strive to remember that it is not our own righteousness that makes us pure, but in who we believe. The mantra of 'guilty until proven innocent' still stands-and our justification died and rose again to prove it!

Monday, March 30, 2009

Our path may be uncertain, but may we take strength in where we end up!

"Train up a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not depart from it." (Proverbs 22:6)

I look back on how my nephew grew up around me, and I can only be thankful for how (relatively) well he has turned out thus far. Man that kid was horrible, and I was far from a righteous uncle that 'trained him in the way he should go' when I was younger! I said and did things around him that I thought were really hilarious at the time, but looking back make me wince in sheer stupidity and short sightedness. Fortunately, God is ever faithful, and remembers the prayers of His chosen. Having grown up in a divorced household myself, I relate to him and others who grew up with their parents not talking to each other. It really does have long lasting (permanent really) effects on a child.

When I went to the Michael W. Smith show yesterday, I feel that God gave me a vision that I will one day either adopt a child or children, or be in some place that I will be a mentor to many of them. Kids are so pure in heart, even when they say mean and unfriendly things, that I can't help but take mental notes. I often find myself trying to escape to memories of being a kid again, living a much more carefree life than I do now. It feels like God's way of saying 'I want you to be My child; don't strive for things that are too much for you to handle." Like a child trusts in the hand that feeds them, let us find solace in the power of our Father!

Sunday, March 29, 2009

For this is why we were created

"How precious also are your thoughts to me, O God! How great is the sum of them! If I should count them, they would be more in number than the sand; when I am awake, I am still with you." (Psalm 139:17-18).

Tonight when I saw the Michael W. Smith show (which was well worth ushering for in order to see it), Philip Curtis Chapman read this passage, something that he turns to when he is too weary to endure. It is a most beautiful passage; Shakespeare himself would be envious! At the show it was amazing to see how the Holy Spirit began moving through the crowd; at first no one would stand up or really make much noise, but gradually they came to life, both young and old! And this is only about 4500 people, imagine the glory when nation after nation shall confess that He is Lord!

This is a psalm at the heart of anyone who loves God, for they desire to really know what makes God's heart beat. When I was younger and more idyllic, if there was a girl I really liked, I always wanted to know more about how she thought, and why she liked the things she did. Because I just wanted to see what made her happy, and that is the same way I want to direct my heart towards God: what makes Him happy should bring joy to me, regardless of whether it's my favorite thing to do or not (hey, God's not asking us to read a romance novel or anything!). It has been an awesome weekend I must say, and it is exciting to think about the seeds that God has been planting in people's hearts through Coffee house and our fellowship with one another!

Thursday, March 26, 2009

This place is not our home...no matter how comfortable it seems

"Then King David went in and sat before the Lord; and he said "Who am I, O Lord God? And what is my house, that you have brought me this far? And yet this was a small thing in your sight, O God; and you have also spoken of Your servant's house for a great while to come, and have regarded me according to the estate of a man of high degree, O Lord God." (I Chronicles 17:16-17).

King David, ruler of all of Israel, triumphant over Saul and (soon to be) the Phillistines, and yet he had nothing but humility on his heart. I don't know exactly what David looked like, but I always envision a broken soul coming before God, for he knew in his heart that none could satisfy like the Lord. A lot of times living here I have felt unsure of what to do next, or sometimes even who I am. Perhaps that is why so many develop superiority complexes or arrogance; it is much easier to be assurred in who you are, even if you're wrong! As followers of Christ, we know that it is better to be lost but cling to God, then have our path laid out for us, when it is purely our own design. I pray that whatever we receive, be it home, hearth, happiness, or health, that we see it is the work of the Lord, and not the works of our own hands. David was a man of many mistakes, but in spite of, or perhaps because of, his lack of vision of who he was, he was able to see God all the more clearly. Let us not be deceived by societies' assurrance of self-glorifying self-esteem!

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Holy, holy, is the Lord God almighty!

13:3 One of the beast’s 9 heads appeared to have been killed, 10 but the lethal wound had been healed. 11 And the whole world followed 12 the beast in amazement; 13:4 they worshiped the dragon because he had given ruling authority 13 to the beast, and they worshiped the beast too, saying: “Who is like the beast?” and “Who is able to make war against him?” 14 13:5 The beast 15 was given a mouth speaking proud words 16 and blasphemies, and he was permitted 17 to exercise ruling authority 18 for forty-two months. 13:6 So 19 the beast 20 opened his mouth to blaspheme against God – to blaspheme both his name and his dwelling place, 21 that is, those who dwell in heaven. 13:7 The beast 22 was permitted to go to war against the saints and conquer them. 23 He was given ruling authority 24 over every tribe, people, 25 language, and nation, 13:8 and all those who live on the earth will worship the beast, 26 everyone whose name has not been written since the foundation of the world 27 in the book of life belonging to the Lamb who was killed. 28 13:9 If anyone has an ear, he had better listen!

According to prophetic teachings, in particular that of Jack Van Impe in the documentary „Global ID:666“ (let me know if you want to borrow it!), the anti-christ will arise out of the EU, and most likely will come from the Netherlands or Belgium. He will suffer a mortal wound, but be revived ‘miraculously’ and rule the earth under a ‘peace treaty’ for 7 years. But halfway through, at 42 months, he will command all the earth to bow down before him and worship him. At this point God is said to pour out his judgment upon the earth, with travesty unlike anything before or after.

According to Impe again, the rapture will take place before this 7 year period. Many other sources speak otherwise, that those in Christ will remain on the earth for an undefined period during this ‘peace treaty’. I do not know for sure, I can only trust in the Lord and be aware that these things are coming, but at the same time not worry about them.

We do know that “the beast was captured, and with him the false prophet who worked signs in his presence, by which he deceived those who received the mark of the beast and those who worshipped his image. These two were cast alive into the lake of fire burning with brimstone.” (Revelations 19:20). Whatever comes our way, we must remain faithful that the Lord will not forsake His saints, ‘for they shall lack no good thing’ (Psalm 34:10).
7:3 Then four large beasts came up from the sea; they were different from one another.
7:4 “The first one was like a lion with eagles’ wings. As I watched, its wings were pulled off and it was lifted up from the ground. It was made to stand on two feet like a human being, and a human mind 9 was given to it. 10
7:5 “Then 11 a second beast appeared, like a bear. It was raised up on one side, and there were three ribs 12 in its mouth between its teeth. 13 It was told, 14 ‘Get up and devour much flesh!’
7:6 “After these things, 15 as I was watching, another beast 16 like a leopard appeared, with four bird-like wings on its back. 17 This beast had four heads, 18 and ruling authority was given to it.
7:7 “After these things, as I was watching in the night visions 19 a fourth beast appeared – one dreadful, terrible, and very strong. 20 It had two large rows 21 of iron teeth. It devoured and crushed, and anything that was left it trampled with its feet. It was different from all the beasts that came before it, and it had ten horns.
7:8 “As I was contemplating the horns, another horn – a small one – came up between them, and three of the former horns were torn out by the roots to make room for it. 22 This horn had eyes resembling human eyes and a mouth speaking arrogant 23 things. (Daniel 7:3-8)

I watched the other day a video about end time prophecies, how there are hidden forces going on around the world, and have been for centuries, seeking to usurp our God from his rightful throne as Creator, and giving the glory to the enemy of our souls. “Why do the nations rage and plot a vain thing?” (Psalms 2). Because “men were evil and did not want their deeds exposed (John 3:20).” Nontheless, the prophet Daniel gives voice to this turn of events, purportedly more than 2500 years ago, to Belshazzar, king of Babylon.

The animals described represents, according to Perry Stone, 4 nations in modern times. The lion represents Britain, the Bear the Soviet Union, the Leopard Germany, but the final one is uncertain. Interestingly, the three were mentioned in the order of their rise to power. Also, they represent older nations as well, with Babylon (and Nebuchednezzar’s fall being the wings plucked out), Persia, Greece and Rome, respectively. The final vision, with little horns, is believed to be modern Spain, which, according to Jack Van Impe, will have much more say about military events in the future.

‘Bear’ with me, I pray to get into more of this stuff in the future! God tells us “my people are destroyed for a lack of knowledge’ (Hosea 4:6), and we should not take it lightly!

Sunday, March 22, 2009

He who will not leave us to be condemned

"I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions for my own sake; and I will not remember your sins. Put Me in remembrance, let us contend together; state your case, that you may be acquitted. And your first father sinned, and your mediators have transgressed against Me. Therefore I will profane the princes of the sanctuary; I will give Jacob to the curse, and Israel to the reproaches." (Isaiah 43:25-28).

In any court of law, evidence must be provided that one may be convicted or acquitted, otherwise there is no trial. How then are we able to escape conviction, is it with works, a penitent heart, or sacrifice? No, although those things have their place, they have no power to redeem us. In our continual clinging to Christ we have forgiveness, and in that alone. Every time we sin, or even reflect on our former sins, we should remember that Jesus gave all the evidence we need to embrace the escape from condemnation that we so desperately needed.

From Adam down, and even those who were righteous in the Lord (mediators) were not enough to argue the case. None of us were there when Christ died, but God was. And the sight of our sins, intermingled with the agony of the death of His only Son, was enough to imprint it upon Him for all eternity. I wonder how we can sin and not see that what Christ did will forever be enough to cleanse us? If it could cleanse the sins of our past, how could it not cleanse the ones we have yet to commit? This is not a recipe for a snowball of sin, but a lifetime of forgiveness. Let us not stay in that rocky soil (Luke 8:6); God wants us to blossom!

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Yeah, it's been a while since I last posted and I can feel the punishment coming...but I am far too blessed to be depressed! I had a great spring break and it was great when I visited my grandmother and she graciously gave a bible to my roommate who does not yet know Jesus. Praise God! I wish I could say I always prayed knowing that God will bring about everything I ask for, but nevertheless I do not lose heart.

18:1 Then 1 Jesus 2 told them a parable to show them they should always 3 pray and not lose heart. 4 18:2 He said, 5 “In a certain city 6 there was a judge 7 who neither feared God nor respected people. 8 18:3 There was also a widow 9 in that city 10 who kept coming 11 to him and saying, ‘Give me justice against my adversary.’ 18:4 For 12 a while he refused, but later on 13 he said to himself, ‘Though I neither fear God nor have regard for people, 14 18:5 yet because this widow keeps on bothering me, I will give her justice, or in the end she will wear me out 15 by her unending pleas.’” 16 18:6 And the Lord said, “Listen to what the unrighteous judge says! 17 18:7 Won’t 18 God give justice to his chosen ones, who cry out 19 to him day and night? 20 Will he delay 21 long to help them? 18:8 I tell you, he will give them justice speedily. 22 Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will he find faith 23 on earth?” (Luke 18:1-8).

Just as I was thinking about persistence in prayer, I came across these verses. When we ask for something, don't we really want or need that desired thing or circumstance? How many kids, when they ask their mother for a bike, cookie, or furby (whatever was the deal with these creepy things anyways?) only half-heartedly mean it? Most want it so badly they will eventually cry for it. So then shouldn't we, who are supposed to 'not be foolish, but wise, and know what the will of God is' (Ephesians 5:17) ask knowing that God delights in giving to us? If there is anything I have learned over break, it is that, like a kid in a candy store, I am free to do whatever I please. I can steal, swear, sleep around, start fights, and commit every sin you can think of. But I don't-because I love God and know that these things lead to nothing but a dead end street called death. Every day we should be driven by this-that God's love for us will fill us up to the bursting with contentment if we allow it to. So as we pray and seek God-don't be bashful or ridden with guilt-ask our Father to give us the vision we need to stay rooted in His soil of righteousness!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

No sweeter name

"Truly my soul waits silently for God; from Him comes my salvation. He only is my rock and salvation; He is my defense; I shall not be greatly moved. How long will you attack a man? You shall be slain, all of you, like a leaning wall and a tottering fence. They only consult to cast him down from his high position; they delight in lies; they bless with their mouth, but they curse inwardly. My soul, waits silently for God alone, for my expectation is from Him. He only is my rock and my salvation; He is my defense; I shall not be moved. In God is my salvation and my glory; the rock of my stregth, and my refuge, is God. Trust in Him at all times, you people; pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us. Surely men of low degree are a vapor, men of high degree are a lie; if they are weighed in the balances, they are altogether lighter than vapor. Do not trust in oppression, nor vainly in robbery; if riches increase, do not set your heart on them. God has spoken once, twice have I heard this: that power belongs to God. Also to You, O Lord, belongs mercy; for you render to each one according to his work" (Psalm 62)

I feel like the modern church today has compartmentalized God way too much. We have made Him into a "church-on-Sunday", "when-I'm-with-certain-people", "when-I-feel-like-it" God, and He will never settle for that! If you were the Lord of all, and greater than all things that surround the lives of your children, wouldn't you want to be the center of their lives to prevent them from being led astray by lesser things? If we want to grow in our lives with God, we have to desire to be in His presence always. I was thinking about this since last Saturday, and we will always end up feeling like things are lacking until we do. Teach our hearts Father to long for your Word, and meditate upon it always.

Just like David mentions at the end of this Psalm, God wants our hearts to be reserved for Him, not riches. If we believe that Jesus is our bridegroom, then we will want to keep it pure for Him. The church really needs to live by the Spirit I believe, to see the changes that took place in the book of Acts. To tell the truth, I was told by someone at a church over Winter break that I was supposed to be baptized with fire (speak in tongues), before I came back to IN, and I didn't go to church that evening. I really feel that was a mistake on my part. Even so, I am not running out of hope, because my savior gives me the strength to run any marathon. This is not a relay race; every one of us can carry the torch at the same time as we seek our God in spirit and in truth!